thirst.

"I would do anything for you
I would climb mountains
I would swim all the oceans blue
I would walk a thousand miles "

you thought everything would be the same ai? you were that naive. you thought we were going to grew up together. as best friends, as lovers, as two people holding hands forever? you are an idiot. you are such an asshole. i hate you. i cant stop loving you at the same time. what should that make me feel? am i as bad as you, am i that cruel also? am i as careless as you? you threw out everything we had. we loved each other. we were the best. you made me feel awful. you made me feel like a prick. i hate you for that. and i will never forgive you. you know that. thats why you act so weird when i'm around you. thats why you are so scared to look in my eyes. my beatiful brown eyes. i hate your guts. i hate you . hate you. a loving hatred.

"Shake your hair girl with your ponytail
Takes me right back ........when you were young....."


its strongly recommended to read this while listening "if there is something" by Roxy Music.