relief.

it may be the case that it is impossible to find the true meaning of life. but i sorta think that even acknowledging some small things help people through the way. recently it has been all about opening up to things which were a great taboo for me. through the process, i must say, i found out that nothing is "wrong" and there is no such a thing as being right.
small things that occupy a lot of space in our daily lives do not exist in the general picture. because everyone has their own general picture and they set themselves in the middle of it. getting out of that leading position is hard for so many people and in my opinion the only way to be happy is to step aside and open up the way for others to sit on the heart of everything. not saying that one should wipe out their own ego and give the whole stage to others. just thinking that it would be helpful for once to get rid of the pressure of always wanting to be the most important and impressive of all.
it might feel relieving.